Trystan had fun at Camp Adventure, he got to hold a snake, he said it wrapped itself around him, he thought that was so cool. He also found a fossil of what looks like the toes of some small animal. He didn't get to go canoing because it was to cold, it was spitting snow on & off all day yesterday.
The high yesterday was 46 & it didn't stay that warm for long, it was cold so you know I enjoyed the weather, I just hate it kept Trystan from getting to do everything he was suppose to do.
We went out for breakfast this morning then we went to the store & Amy shows me some rings she would like to have for Christmas, so that gives me an idea. It wasn't what I was thinking about getting her but I am glad to know what she is wanting. I hope to get the one she showed me, she showed me a few but there was one she really liked.
I almost forgot to mention that she bought me a shirt, it says "I wish I can relate to the ones I am related to." Boy isn't that true, I feel out of place sometimes. Don't get me wrong, I love my mom, & sister but I feel like I am different from them. It is a strange feeling to feel like you don't belong around your own family.
Amy has been off from work since Tuesday & she only had to go to school yesterday long enough to take her finale in Accounting & get her books for next term, but she has to work tonight from 2pm to 9pm. She works for the next 4 days & she works at least 7 hours each day so I will miss her. She has her finale exam in Calculation & Administration of Medications tomorrow then she is done with school for two weeks.
We watched "Meet The Robinson's" & "License To Wed" last night both of them were really good, if you want to see some funny movies then I suggest these, esp if you want to watch one with the children then get "Meet The Robinson's".
Amy & I are tired today, we have been staying up late the last couple of nights after the boys go to bed so we can spend some personal time together. Last night we didn't get into bed until 2:30am & I was awake until 3:30am because I just couldn't fall asleep. I skipped my pills because I wanted to stay up for awhile & if I take them I am out to the world in about an hour & a half to two hours after I take them & forget about waking me up & having any kind of a conversation that would make sense.
I like to be nice, I hate being hateful, I really do. I hate getting angry, but there are times when I do. I am not going to use my Bi Polar as an excuse but my fellow Bi Polar readers know you don't piss us off & unfortunately I am pissed right now.
I have something to say about one of my posts from the other day, someone responded to it which is fine. However it was signed anonymous so I will address this first, if you are going to leave a comment on my blog have enough balls to leave your name.
Second how dare you to say that I have my illness because I was evil in a past life & the gods are punishing me in this life. I know I have mentioned in the past that I have wondered if I am being punished for something that I have done but that is me. I have a right to ask that question, you don't have the right to suggest that I am ill because I am being punished by the gods.
Third, if you are going to comment to one of my posts at least make the comment obtain to the subject at hand. I have no idea what the hell you were talking about, & to be honest I didn't care enough to try to figure it out.
If you read my post on a regular basis then you know I have no use for religion. I believe religion is useless, I have my own relationship with God. Some may not approve of the way I go about my life, but I don't care.
The only person I will answer to when I leave this world will be God himself. You said I should fear the gods, well I don't believe in gods, I believe there is only one, call him whoever you want. You have a right to believe in as many gods as you want. However if I believed in rock people & you didn't, it would be redundant for me to tell you how you should live by the laws of the rock people.
I would at least find out what your personal beliefs were first, if you wanted to tell me, before I would even think about starting to share how your beliefs were right or wrong in my
opinion.
I have fought my entire life with the thought of God being a vengeful God because of the way my dad was. I have written about this in the past, so for you to even say I am being punished by having my illness is just mean.
If you want to leave a comment do it, but for one, leave a message that obtains to it, second learn about an illness before you comment on it, thirdly, don't try to make your point by using religious comments. Fourthly, you have a right to your own opinion about people, as do I & I don't like
bigot comments so leave your racist comments off my blog!
Finally, if you break one of my rules for posting on my blog, I will delete you faster than you can say duh, & you are probably able to say it pretty easily.
Do not be thoughtless & just leave a remark to a post without giving it somewhat of a thought to it. You may notice I have given several links on this post, it is because I feel as though you can use as much education as possible.
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